Greetings fellow tumblrites.
Writing on Tumblr seems to be the best outlet for updates in my life. I only post silly videos and make equally silly comments on facebook…
Today, I come bearing news that I am in the process of going into Praise Team co-leadership with an awesomely talented buddy of mine. It felt like almost my whole life, I was leading praise of some sort. Perhaps a calling?
High School: Led praise team
I admit wholeheartedly: I’m not the best praise leader around. One ear to my singing and you will wonder how I even started out. Pretty sure my high notes were the equivalent of nails to the chalkboard. Our youth group did have musical talent, but when the band was half the congregation, it was somewhat of an issue. It is difficult to lead such a small group and feed off of the energy from the crowd. Not only that, but in a church full of Asian parents, it is not easy to request some time aside to practice the set for that week because the kids were too busy becoming superstars in other areas.
College: Led Children’s Praise
Sunday School during college were some fun times! It was always a challenge to raise the energy of the kids to a level at least 10 times mine (especially during prelim and final weeks). But in the end, it was rewarding and I don’t regret even a single moment.
Post-College: Will co-lead NLCF (New Life Covenant Fellowship)
Now fast-forward my life to the present. The calling has once again come to me and this time, it will be a tough road. As you may or may not know, I am planning to start school part time as well. With so much to juggle, one can only imagine how the heck I am supposed to do it. Not only that, but as the new leadership steps up, I hope that our leadership, with God’s direction, help bring revival to praise and worship.
So, I come with a prayer request: Let me be reminded of the Grace of God and to persevere, knowing full well that I am in His hands. Often times, it is so easy for me to see my shortcomings overshadow his Glory. I ask for the ousting of my egotistic mindset and the ability to see the whole picture.